Cookies Cookies Cookies, that's all I have been pushing lately. Ugh well after selling them all day yesterday I noticed I had 1 box of thin mints that the box was damaged. So what was I to do…I bought it. At first I did very well, Karli and I only had 2 while selling cookies. Well fast forward to almost midnight and Cole saying over and over "I'm hungry, what can I eat"? Ok first of all this kid needs to gain more than a few pounds so if he wants to eat I let him eat.
Well thin mints and extremely tired my guard was down and I caved. I ended up eating 8 cookies late last night. It upsets me but everyone falls, what matters is we get back up. I'm not going to pretend during this journey because I am not perfect.
Although I have to say my taste buds are changing. Twice this week my kids had chocolate milkshakes. Karli yesterday after selling cookies and the boys Friday night while Karli went out dancing. Both times I tasted them and almost went into a sugar shock. To Karlis much surprise, she said wow since you haven't been eating these things you don't like them anymore!
She was right, I use to love chocolate Anything, yet now it was an unpleasant taste in my mouth!
On a good note…yesterday I pulled out a pair of pants that were in the too small pile. I got them ON!!!! I was so impressed and after getting dressed Karli said "mom I have noticed your shirts are looking bigger"! I was also told that this past Friday from a coworker! Glad a change is beginning to be noticeable because I am noticing as well! 12 more pounds till I try on my weddin dress, eeeekkk I can't wait. I can't post a pic just yet but I can say that it should fit nice!
Have a great Sunday my friends :-)
Yes no one is perfect. All you can do is start fresh today. I know there will be a time when I eat something I shouldn't because it has always happened in the past even when I was serious about losing weight. In the past I would just give up when this would happen but I won't this time. Your doing great!
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